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Why So Paranoid?

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 5, 2009, 3:17 PM





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Edit: I'm going in to start work Monday morning. YES. YESYESYESYESYSEYESYESYESYEYES. I am so freaking happy right now!

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Tomorrow I'm going to the kennel to tell the woman that I'll be ready to start volunteering as soon as she wants me. I think I may just offer my time every other day since I'm not getting paid. Hopefully she accepts that --- not that she can really not since I'm basically doing her a favor. xD; The ridiculously paranoid part of me is worried about one thing, though, and I've been worrying about it since the day two months ago when I went to see if I'd be allowed to volunteer. That day, she had me write down my name and phone number so that, if she suddenly decided she wanted to hire me, she'd be able to call. Well, I was nervous beyond comprehension, and I wasn't really paying attention to what I was doing. When I get that nervous, sometimes I just... blank a bit. And now I've just been worrying that I'll get there tomorrow and she'll say, "I tried to call you, but I think this is the wrong number," and sure enough it will be... and I'll seem like an incompetent fool. Wishful thinking has led me to hope that if I do a well enough job this summer, she'll want to hire me next year. Who really wants to hire someone who can't even write down his or her own number correctly, though?

BUT. NEED TO THINK POSITIVE. DOGS. CATS. FUN.

Oh, quick question, though: does anyone know how to go about asking her to clock the hours I work? I need the proof and her signature for when I put the work on my college applications later. I just... don't really know how to bring it up. Not that it's a difficult subject to breach, obviously, but I'm just incapable of proper conversation, apparently. She brought it up for me. Yay!

...on an entirely different note, I got a new computer desk today! There's this one I'd been wanting at Staples, but it was $175 and no one was really willing to spend the money on it at the time. Today, though, my dad stopped at a garage sale and saw exactly the same desk I wanted in perfect condition for only $65. I am just.... mmm. The desk I had was ancient and falling apart. This one is just fantastic. I actually have room to put my tablet in front of me. The only thing I'm still trying to get used to is the keyboard being much lower than before. It's taking longer to type than usual. Pfft. STILL. Really cool!


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:icondrac0nis:
Don't fret, everyone gets nervous.. I get so nervous sometimes that I walk away and hide in a spare room (when I'm supposed to be the foreman there D: ) Or like when I misplaced my Graduation check-gifts.. still haven't found those..

You just have to stay on top of it, and remember these two things..

Expect the best and prepare for the worse,

Don't let your whole life be about the worst thing you ever did

There's a long road out there.. I'm afraid because I can't see where it goes, but when it's my time I'll walk.

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Yea though I walk to the through the valley of the
shadow of death, I'll fear no evil:
for Thou art with me.:blackrose::rose:
Psalm 23:4
:icontaylowolf:
Aha, can always count on Drac to bring in the philosophical mood boosters. ;) I really appreciate the encouragement. I can never help being nervous, even if I practice for something a thousand times, but most of the time, it turns out okay in the end, and that's always a relief. I just worry myself too much, but I know I'm not the only one, so... heh.

Hmm. That's no good. Did you sign all the checks before you put 'em in that envelope (or whatever)?

Hey, you may not see a straight path right now, but when you do get going, I know you'll succeed, Drac. ^_^

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:iconglamrgrl104:
I hate interviews I get nervous during them, but I am getting better by practicing.
COOL I would like to get a job at a kennel too; I am thinking about going to grooming school and get my license then hopefully if I like it; I was going to work as a groomer at a kennel or shop. I will then plan to open my own Grooming and kennel shop either in my home or outside it.

ANyways good luck!

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I've actually... never had to do an interview before, so I know I'll be absolutely mortified beforehand when I do. ^_^; As far as I know, the woman probably won't give me too much of an interview (maybe only a couple of easy questions) since I'm just volunteering, but...

Oh, really!? That would be SUCH a fun career, especially if you had your own groomers and kennel! Good luck, if you do go through with it! :highfive:

...and thank you for the well-wishes!

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:icondrac0nis:
Yeah.. I do that sometimes ^^; alot of times

Well the checks are filled out, just not cashed :XD: blah

Hey, never beat on yourself for being nevious or afraid. My knees always shake when I present communion meditation, but everyone says I was fine. They say it with honest excitement.. Sometimes we're the ones dragging us down.

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Yea though I walk to the through the valley of the
shadow of death, I'll fear no evil:
for Thou art with me.:blackrose::rose:
Psalm 23:4
:iconchildofpuck:
YAAAAAAY!!! Good luck on Monday!

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:icontaylowolf:
^_______________^ YAY! Hehe, thaaanks~

The first thing I have to do is be taught how to use all the special equipment to groom the dogs...

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:iconchildofpuck:
I'm sure you'll have fun and gain lots of experience! I always wanted to volunteer at a shelter and never got the chance... maybe I can do it during summers while I'm teaching :)

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IT HAS BEEN AND HAS PAST MONDAY MORNIN' SHERMANS! How was work? <3

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